I DIDN'T FUCK THAT TRASH CAN!

the best thing I have ever done, so far

2007-09-04T03:48:11Z

Love, in its most pure form, isn't happy or sad. It's all you need.

I've seen it before.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v283/Milz_Delight/Pic2.jpg

I have faith in you, babe.

lulz

2007-01-31T18:23:41Z

THX 4 DELICIOUS COOKIES

KISSU (*'3')<3

milz_delight @ 2006-02-02T21:12:00

2006-02-03T02:16:27Z

I didn't get into Davidson...

So that means I'm going to New College.

I'm, like, the happiest kid ever right now.

QUEHHH? -Sakura

2005-09-25T00:46:37Z

The 12 Dancing Princesses

Little Red Riding Hood

miminashi-houichi

"Little Tiny" or "Thumbelina"

Pink Magic

Cinderella

Ali Baba

The Wife of a Snake

yamata-no-orochi

Snow White

Snow Queen

Sleeps with Butterflies

kaguya-hime -The Heart to Leave-

Samurai Girl

Damn you, Aya Kato

My Favorite Zelda Song - Face Shrine Music from LA.

milz_delight @ 2005-08-28T17:21:00

2005-08-28T22:25:22Z

Self pity is a DRUG.

Aldrius is a-lookin' like Sporkie in that recent picture :o

Aldrius, stop stealing my thunder!

2005-08-23T23:05:31Z

STOP IT! *zaps you with lightning* It's my birthday, too... yesterday!

Hey. Girl. Or... it is a boy? Or.... Aldrius!

..

Why cant I just talk to you?!?! Because I really really want to! And if you dont know if I'm talking about YOU right now then just come up to me and ask! HAH. The shoe is on the other foot.

... =/

This is an English song you'd like: The Light Before We Land by The Delgados.

THIS is the internet!

2005-07-21T17:43:29Z

D[di:] - Fire Star Man

Let it be known hitherwidth that I, Milzayy, deem it ok to dye your hair blonde if it is already blonde and you're dyeing it blonder.

(A fake cut of real beauty)

Should I do it? Should I do it? I am asking you to look at my new layout.

It is of CCS figurines I spent all my money on at Metrocon!! >o

You're like a scapegoat....

2005-06-05T22:43:52Z

Music

Snow Smile (Ringing Version) by Bump of Chicken

DIABOLO - Lucifer - by Buck Tick

Beautiful Morning With You by The Pillows

milz_delight @ 2005-03-12T17:28:00

2005-03-12T23:04:13Z

When I thought I had lost all the stuff I'd saved on my computer, I was freaked out about all the things I'd never see again. But I think this is what I was the most scared about loosing:

Release the Dark Side: A fan fiction dedicated to Haruko Mori
By: Little Washuu & Lil’ Li Li
Card Captor Sakura is property of CLAMP and Kodansha, I don’t own anything CCS, etc etc. Haruko Mori is MY character and you can’t steal her.
**= Doing something
Italics=doing something, letter
()=Thinking
“”=Saying

PROLOUGE/Explanation
This is an explanation of the CCS character I made up, Haruko Mori. Later on you will hear where we leave off in the story and the fanfic begins ^0^
Haruko Mori appears in the 4th season (Note-there really isn’t a 4th season) and is the reincarnation of Clow Reed’s past rival, Kirei. When Kirei senses she will die the next day, she posses a passerby near her mansion, locks the girl away while still in her body, and puts a spell on herself for a 480-year sleep. When the girl (Haruko) woke up, Kirei made sure that Clow Reed’s reincarnation would have captured all the Clow cards. For Kirei and Clow had arranged that the reincarnations battle because of their rivalry.
Of course, Kirei wasn’t very fair when it came to fighting, so she decided her reincarnation would steal the power from Clow’s reincarnation’s Clow Cards. When 480 years passed, just as Kirei predicted, Haruko had awoken, and everything went as planned.

The battle was over, Sakura won the battle, and Haruko’s powers were destroyed. Or so they thought. 5 months had passed…………..

Haruko held the bracelet in her hands, wondering what to do. It was the only thing left of her powers. She knew she could make a new staff, but it wouldn’t be the same one. She had considered that, but then she had thought of how much pain and trouble it had caused her and everyone else. Of course, Kirei had been destroyed when the staff did; she saw her spirit disappear in front of her. But she feared her new powers would also be dark and evil. She feared she would be locked in that dark, heartless place, with nothing to do but watch someone that took control of her do things that she would never consider doing in her whole life.
But she didn’t care about the magic anymore. She wanted something else…to see someone again….
Taking a piece of the stationary she made herself, she took her quill pen, dipped it in ink and began to write:
Dear Eriol,
She felt a tear drip down her cheek, and quickly crumpled the paper. Getting out another piece of stationary and began to write again:
Dear Eriol,
Hello, Hirigizawa-kun. It’s been a long time since we talked. How are Kinomoto-san and Tomoyo-chan? Has Li-Kun and Kinomoto-san’s relationship been good? All is fine down here in America. I was just wondering how you were. Hirigizawa-kun, I need to tell you something. The reason I wrote to you and not Tomoyo-chan was,
Haruko knew this was the hardest part of the letter. She looked out the window. The gentle rain pattered against the window making a rhythmic sound.
She knew it would be a bad thing to stall, but she needed some fresh air.
She got on her raincoat and walked outside. She felt kind of weak, so she decided to walk to the closest place, the park. As she thought, no one was there, except for an occasional passerby. She sat on the bench for a very long time. The passerby stopped coming. Shops closed. The streetlights went off. She stared at her bracelet for a long time. The battle was over. She didn’t battle Sakura again, so her purpose was over. She wished with all her heart she could go back to when she wasn’t possessed. She was a normal girl that everyone knew and loved. She didn’t want all this to have happened. But was it destiny? How could destiny have been so cruel to her?
She stared out through the rain and mist
I hate rain, she thought. So miserable and depressing…She stuck out her bracelet hand over her head as her bracelet started to glow. The pattering suddenly stopped. The rain had automatically disappeared.

Haruko was back home with her quill pen in her shaking hand. She knew she should finish the letter. Getting Eriol’s reply was what she wanted the most.
The reason I wrote to you instead of Tomoyo-chan is because I love you. I love you the most, even though you probably don’t feel the same way about me. If you don’t, I’ll understand. If you don’t want to be friends with me anymore, I’ll understand that as well. Please reply to this letter.
Sincerely,
Haruko Mori

Haruko sighed, folded up the letter, and reached into a drawer for an envelope. When she reached out her hand, she saw the bracelet. It disgusted her. It held evil powers that put Eriol and his friends in peril.
Eriol………She closed her eyes.
She knew that such a relationship could never be possible.
She knew she no longer had a purpose. Everything she wanted or wished for was impossible to get now. She took the bracelet from her hand, took one last look at the letter, and whispered to herself “I love you Eriol…I’ll always love you…say goodbye to Tomoyo-chan for me…”
Then, laid the delicate piece of jewelry on the desk crushed the bracelet with her fist, wondering if anyone would miss her at all. She landed softly on the floor, and closed her eyes. It was coming. She felt the presence of the evil powers in the bracelet coming out and flowing around her, whispering, “This is where you belong. With us”

ENGLAND
“Hello? This is Eriol speaking.”
“Hirigizawa-kun! Hirigizawa-kun! Something horrible has happened!” Eriol immediately recognized Tomoyo’s worried voice.
“What is it, Daoudji-san?”
“Haruko! She’s dead!” When Eriol heard these horrible words, he had a feeling as if a million knives were stabbing him all at once. “I’m sorry, Eriol!They were investigating the scene where she died and found a letter that I think you might want to read.”
Eriol closed his eyes and saw Haruko’s worried face. He saw a smashed bracelet. Then he saw a beautiful stationary covered with daffodils. Then he saw the heavenly, loopy cursive that Haruko always used. He saw the words. “Haruko…” he whispered, so that Tomoyo could not hear.
“Okay, Tomyo. Say hello to Sakura-san and Shaoran-kun for me” and he hung up.
Reading the letter over again in his head, he whispered “But you were wrong Haruko. I love you too. And I always will……”

THE END

Do you like it? It’s my first sad ;-; fan fiction, my first one was a The Little Princess parody, the CCS version. Anyway, I hope you liked my sad fanfic!

The passing of me is far more better than the passing of our eternal love.

I can't get onto AIM 'cause my computer's broken (Dad turned into the psycho gardener from Davidson College and messed it up when it wouldn't connect..) so that's why (Chris).

Really Awesome Fashion/Fine Art Photo (Lots Lotsa Fetish)

A N D S O I will hit you with the greatest songs in the world:

2005-01-30T23:24:05Z

Honey Vanity Retromantics Club Mix by Kozi

Gaia by Janne da Arc

Affekt Pendule by Suppurate System

Koko ni Kite by Tomoyo (And I mean Daidoji)

My Fuckin Valentine by Buck Tick

Nervous and Innocence by Eve of Destiny

Last Hallucination by Schwarz Stein

Best, most Hippy, for Last

Carnation by Janne da Arc

Millerz, you moron

2004-12-24T21:27:48Z

I've have a million chances since and I'll have a million more in the future and that's the way it's always been. I'll take the next chance. I think I'll try to take the next chance.

Find a way to watch this. It's the music video for Dir en Grey's "Ain't Afraid to Die": The quality isn't very good, and it's hard to tell what's going on when it starts off, but when that guitar up after the intermission, the whole screen gets so bright (And what happens then is perfect). The lyrics describe Kyo's girly meat dying during the winter, oh, he sings them brilliantly: every line, he throws his voice, and all the emotion with it (You can, like, feel it coming at you). The link expires after seven days, but I'll keep updating it.

Oh, and I'm leaving to North Carolina for four days tomorrow.

milz_delight @ 2004-12-15T21:28:00

2004-12-16T03:06:42Z

Sorry, daahlias, but I have just figured out how to host my own music files.. ez-ly! Now, No-one is safe! The song of this post is "monophobia" by Moi dix Mois (Lyrics; Mana's writing about Malice Mizer's dead drummer, Kami). This is the most up-terribly-lifting song I can think of, besides all Janne da Arc songs. Just do listen to it.

And, I'm grounded, so I wont be online for at least four weeks (Two weeks per C) after the Holiday Break. I'll have a cello, so it'll be splendor!

milz_delight @ 2004-11-22T18:04:00

2004-11-22T23:21:28Z

Please read this! If you've got the CD "Californication" by the Red Hot Chili Peppers, could you burn me a copy, or direct me to a bittorent, etc? As thanks, go to this site and download any three songs you want. These songs in particular:

* Sadness -I know the reason for her sadness-
* Kioku to sora (Gackt or Tetsu)
* Seraph
* Itsuwari no Musette
* All the Schwarz Stein demo songs
* Egoiste Butterfly - Get this if nothing else. Kaya's voice sounds like it's the end of the world...
* OVER...1. Over...

And then, download the rest. Oi, it's proper sound exchange!

Crap!

2004-11-16T22:37:47Z

I feel right back where I started again. And, it's not even amusing anymore! It's just boring. I'm so bored. And... annoyed.

Either way, I give you a remix of Dir en Grey's "Embryo", embryo ute -ute boogie-woogie aiga elegy (Which will not be up for very long, not very long at all).

And, eh, I really liked this.. thought you might, too. Cower!

kanki no koe ga yonde-iru; The only way to get away from loneliness is to love it;

2004-11-13T01:27:41Z

New awesome awesome layout, featuring Kozi dressed Merveilles, lyrics are from- "monophobia" by Moi dix Mois.

Um Ummmmm Here's a Good Midi!

Aside from that.. Haha, I think I take random situations and just sit there and think about how I might have something to do with them or how they might effect me in some way or how I might affect it and by the time I'm done, the whole thing is over and I've gotten nowhere except I've created something new about myself, most of the time. It's interesting...

Oh, and this I really, reeeallly, really really want, in the long term. I think that's all. Haha, really, I just wanted to change the layout.

Growing up too quickly wtf

2004-10-19T21:54:26Z

Song of the post is by Pride of Mind, it's The Sky was blue ~my supreme love~. It's link number nine..

It makes me so happy, I might be getting a cello for Christmas. Cleo de Cello 2 will be beautiful. I know I should get lessons, but, holy freak, what I really want to do is teach myself to play her. Lazily-like, for the rest of my life. I can hardly wait!

Here's something: I dunno, it's a photogram I made in Creative Photo class.

It's ok

I guess

TREMBLE

milz_delight @ 2004-10-04T17:09:00

2004-10-04T21:35:43Z

Oh, screw that. I'm serious, this time, I'm not going to stick around for 20 more of this. I'm going to run away to college, I mean it-
Teach you, Florida.

Eh, decided I'll stick around some, but in EGA dress! Song of the post is pessimiste! Click on "Moi dix Mois"

milz_delight @ 2004-09-30T16:29:00

2004-09-30T20:45:28Z

Today was a wonderful, wonderful day. Hahaha, I can't stop laughing, I'm so happy!

Music Listened To While Making This Entry: The French West Indies.

Hide your vegetables!

2004-09-25T23:11:39Z

Here's a new layout! Gah, I'm so proud of this one. Malice Mizer's Beast of Blood PV is the theme, here is where you can download the song, just click on "Malice Mizer".

What an awesome week I've had ^.^ Here are some songs!

Dir en Grey- Berry, Zakuro, OBSCURE, 24ko Cylinder, Machiavellism, Ain't Afraid to Die ~with frosted ambience~, Ain't afraid to die (irresistible mix)
Janne da Arc- Kasumiyuku Sora Se ni Shite, BLACKJACK
Pride of Mind- The Sky was Blue ~my supreme love~, Dance with Moon
Schwarz Stein- Syphilis & Disorder, Kuro Ageha
Glay- Denki Iruka Kimyou na Shikou
Malice Mizer- Madrigal, Kioku to Sora (Gackt sings)

3:15 PM

2004-09-18T22:26:16Z

Today, I packed kidney beans with old ladies and fat ones, who couldn't handle the assembly line if they tried. For five hours, and we even called ourselves the Beaners!

We were the Beaners.

We need a man over at the Beaner table to lift the beans, you'd say.

You Beaner [freak], stop dropping the baby food and get back to that bean table! *smile*

..

Damn you, Salvation Army! Damn you, to heck!
Any way, I was there for five hours, so I proclaimed myself a Senior Beaner to old lady bag-filler.

-Senior Beaner

Octember 15, 2003

2004-09-10T22:49:35Z

Haha, I saw the HHN ad yesterday. That means it's been a year..

A year!

Anyway, well, this year, not only will I go in more than one, I will go in every haunted house in HoS!

As a compromise, I'll go on no rollar coasters. Perfect sacrifice! Who's with me?! If you're with me, don't comment.

Everything changes this time of the year, every-time! What a throw-away of a year.

milz_delight @ 2004-09-01T18:16:00

2004-09-01T22:29:14Z

I need to take initiative! I need to get 18 volunteer hours by the 17th, I'm going to be in the NHS! According to my mom I've spent my life depending on other people all pathetic like, and I need to spend less time on the computer, and make many life changing decisions! But according to Yuri I should loosen up =/ Ahh!

But at least, but at least, but at least...

New Layout!

2004-08-28T00:08:45Z

Yes, I've got one!

The wallpaper is of Gackt in the "Le Ciel" video, and is from Lacrymosa. The icon is of Kami in the Malice Mizer manga, and is from thor!

Offar niao

Hurricane is over + Birthday

2004-08-26T20:25:19Z

I turned sixteen on Sunday, and I got a giant floating elephant, in accordance to a long-standing elephant exchange system that has been up for awhile. Austin, Lauren, and Jenny threw me a suprise party at Starbxs, which was just beautiful, the Roosevelt pack <3 Rose made us cooler, no question. Katie and Marina are being cool, too, wherever they are, right now. Thank you!

Stuff I got

-$50 at Metrocon, leading to Bara no Seido
-$65 on Sunday, plus maybe another 60? from relatives (I asked everyone for money)
-a cellphone
-Melty Twix Cake
-Cookie
-Bloaty the Elephant

I could spend my money all on a PS2, all on a Moi dix Mois Mon Amour Eternal Society Platinum International Annual Membership Fee, all on YGO dvds and CDs. And I cant think of which!!!

Always in need of songs

Malice Mizer (early demo songs)- Temptation of Widow, Shuumaku no Tobira, SADNESS
Klaha- Scape ~With Transparent Wings~, Chameleon
Dir en Grey- Jessica, Rebirth
Moi dix Mois- Entire NOCTURNAL OPERA cd

My Hurricane Update

2004-08-13T02:44:53Z

We really should, but we're not going to evacuate our little house on the Bayshore. Mom's gone crazy, I think she wants to go down with the house. I just don't want to pack and drive all the way to north Tampa to some friends of dad. And, Milzay does not flee in the face of danger! Nevar!!

The power will most definately go out tommorow, so I leave you all in high spirits, and the promise that you can pillage and pilfer all things to my name when I die. You can too, Nick, but you have to write me a hurricane song so I might remember you when I'm gone/huddled with my family in a corner in the hallway.

Get Filth by Dir en Grey to brighten your hurricane experience! Dahahaaha!